at this very moment, i should be finishing my work-related duties due tomorrow, 9 am, but my mind is just full of thoughts—bothering thoughts, that is.
i hate the fact that i don’t know what i am doing… i just want to rant about how this task makes me feel incompetent… how can i finish this task when i was not the one assigned to work on it first hand… parang naisipan lang na iapagawa yun sakn, ng i don’t even know kung anong root… parang papasok ako sa isang bagay na wala naman akong kaide-idea… ang epal lang…
i don’t know if i will give up or will try harder… this is just not me… but where will i go? where will this dilemma take me?
i feel like i am not being productive for the past 5months… i want something that will make feel that i am growing, that i am excelling and something that will make me say that i am what i do…
i miss psychological terms and i’m tired of technical stuff….
IT’S JUST NOT ME— it’s so depressing…
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